I LOVE YOU is one of Charbel Baini's books translated from Arabic into English with introduction by Dr. Mostapha Helwe

Widow

 

Have mercy, do not be harsh and cruel, my master.

I loved him, and love is not in one's hands.

He who gave life to his child has died,

And you are the child, and you are my eternal son.

I nursed you with tender love so you might see

That love is like fragrance or like tomorrow.

Do not, do not speak ill of him.

Do not, do not say: "Mother, keep him away from you."

I loved his graceful stature.

I loved his intellect, O my soul, bear witness.

I told him all the stories about you,

From the time of manhood and the verdant bloom of birth.

I told him of your most precious love.

If I were given a choice, I would choose suffering, O my master.

Have mercy on him, my son, do not forsake my joy,

For gray has crept into the hair of a mother with curly hair.

He is my second love and the solace of my loneliness.

I wasted my life in black dress.

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