I LOVE YOU is one of Charbel Baini's books translated from Arabic into English with introduction by Dr. Mostapha Helwe

Confession Notes

 

Written at age 16


-1- 

Love is a god incarnate in hearts.

Love is what created us.

-2- 

Today...

I began to feel as though I were born anew.

I was like a mirage,

like a dream...

And now, I have become reality,

I have become a human being who feels,

empathizes,

and loves.

-3- 

My beloved...

I want her for myself alone...

For she is my whole life,

And my life belongs to no one.

-4- 

How I long to hold her in my hands,

To squeeze her pure essence,

And draw the light of my life from her eyes.

-5- 

I dream of her every night...

Her beautiful image haunts me,

Transporting me to a world of velvety seconds,

With mercurial heartbeats. To a world...

Reached only by those who love.

-6-

I want to tell her

On the shore of an imaginary sea:

My moon...

From you I draw the light of my life.

Life without you is bitter.

How I wish I could wash your feet with my tears,

And weave your veil from the morning light.

How I wish I could fall asleep like a little child

In your arms

And inhale the fragrance of your radiant face.

-7-

Your love, my beloved, is sacred to me.

Your love is a god I worship,

and a moon from which I draw inspiration for my writing.

Your love is a flower I water with my tears,

and a portrait I paint with my blood.

Never have I loved like this...

My heart calls to you,

My pen writes of you,

My thoughts are with you,

And everything in me is yours.

You are me, my life.

-8- 

Have you heard the story of Qays al-Amiri, Majnun Layla?

Or the legend of Romeo and Juliet?

They all died to live by love...

But I am alive,

And your love is killing me with longing for you.

-9- 

Your hands...

Beauty fashioned them with moonlight.

Your hands...

For them, I will defy fate. My beloved,

It is you I love, and it is you I worship...

For I feel tenderness in your heart,

And love in your eyes,

And the joy of life in your soul,

And eternity dwells between your eyelids.

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Al-Dabour, Issue 2320, January 9, 1970, Beirut

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